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Hyper-dimensional Matrix Attacks And “Gangstalking”

This post will be covering an extremely important topic that many people generally scoff at. I first want to preface by stating that I’m a firm believer in the “targeted individual” phenomenon. As a matter of fact, I believe I am a targeted individual. I should mention, however, that I’m not particularly fond of the term nor do I let it shape my identity in any way. Without further ado, strap yourself in because this post will be a long one that goes over both my personal experience, to some extent, and my thoughts on what this all is.

I didn’t come to the conclusion that I’m being targeted lightly. For years now, I’ve been experiencing very strange behavior from the people around me as well as extremely creepy, stereotypical “gangstalking”/targeting phenomena (which I’ll elaborate on soon). At first, I thought I was just imagining things or possibly even going crazy. I thought that I had just been buried in high-strangeness lore and conspiracy theory material for too long. Oh, how I wish me just imagining or misinterpreting things was the case…

A Word On The “Double Life” Of Pursuing The Truth

Before getting into everything, I should mention that I’ve seldom told anyone around me about my research, knowledge, or experiences with this strange subject matter that I find myself looking into. I’m extremely private and secretive about my experience and research with this stuff. On the handful occasions that I have told other people, I’ve not made much progress in getting even the most rudimentary aspects of the subject matter through said people’s thick skulls. I apologize if that comes off as very arrogant but I’ve had much frustration dealing with people who just can’t even entertain the idea that our reality is not what it’s presented to be. Due to the seemingly impossible nature of “waking up” people who are largely in the dark about what is going on, as well as the ridicule/alienation one receives for attempting to do so, I’ve abandoned the pursuit of trying to bring any of these matters to people’s attention unless it is solicited in some way.

Usually, I just compartmentalize my interest in high-strangeness and my other interests and pursuits into separate categories. There’s the me that I outwardly present to my friends, family, and work, then there’s the true me that is on a rather pain-staking metaphysical journey to get to the bottom of what seems to be an endless void. I feel wearing a mask becomes somewhat of a necessity, when trying to maintain a decent quality of life, while looking into the subject matter people like us find ourselves looking into. It’s all too easy to find yourself reduced to a raving lunatic on a street corner if you just blurt out everything you “know” (or think you know in all likelihood) and everything you’ve experienced. People who are outspoken about these types of topics (conspiracies, alien abductions/MILAB, paranormal events, occult subject matter generally) can find themselves losing family, friends, jobs, and ultimately have their livelihood threatened. The only exception is if you have a silver spoon or are well off enough to where you can be as outspoken as you want while not facing any consequences. I think it’s safe to say that most of us, including myself, are not in that position…

A Word On Delusional And Even Outright Crazy People

There was one occasion where I met someone online who (seemingly) spoke my language, so to speak, but they wound up being a lunatic. I believe this person was an aspiring cult leader who was trying to convince me to destroy my life and join their cult. This I will speak about in another post as a warning of the dangerous people lurking around in these circles people like you and I find ourselves circulating. Regardless, I now believe, after over a year and a half of speaking to this guy, that he was planted specifically to toy with my mind, pull me into delusional paradigms, and destroy me. The weirdest part is that I believe my encounter with this guy may have been orchestrated by something otherworldly… Although he checked off all the boxes of an aspiring cult leader trying to recruit me into his cult, oddly, he didn’t seem aware of what he was doing. He seemed delusional to the point of where I actually think he believed his own BS and believed that he was actually “in direct communication with God.” I think he was in communication with something. Something that had an agenda of its own…

Later in this post, I will discuss the involvement of hyper-dimensional/otherworldly/supernatural forces in the “gangstalking” phenomenon in depth. I believe this to be the crux of how much of the targeted-individual phenomenon works and why it is so difficult to prove to people who aren’t experiencing it directly. Interestingly, this ties in with my The Nature Of The Beast #1: The Elusive Quality Of The Strange article where I discuss how the paranormal/supernatural/high strangeness phenomenon, generally, tends to operate in a covert manner, where it covers its tracks, making the stories and experiences of experiencers rather unbelievable/lacking in sufficient evidence or continuity when relayed to other people. If the same forces involve themselves in this “targeted individual” situation, it’s a recipe for an isolating, hostile, and overall destructive experience.

Before getting into my personal experience with this phenomenon, I feel it’s imperative to mention that some people who claim to be “targeted individuals” may just be suffering from mental illness. I find that most rational and sane people will not be the type to start randomly accusing total strangers of being “gangstalkers” in public. If you’re familiar with “gangstalking,” you’ve probably seen the videos on YouTube… The ones where some man or woman is on a subway, in a public park, a mall, or any other public place and is aggressively disturbing people and accusing them of “gangstalking” them. Now, some of these people may actually be targets who’ve gone off the deep end, not understanding the nature of what is happening to them, but I’d argue that most are mentally ill. I will note that there are some cases where mental illness is NOT the case in some of these videos. Some targets have actually acquired video footage of people with clear masonic symbols (notably the square and compass) on their vehicle’s license plate (the vehicle just so happened to also be one-headlighting the target) as well as, in one particular video I came across, an individual, whom was wearing a shirt with a clear square and compass on it, following a target. Instances like these make the targeting seem much more likely.

Regardless, I’m a firm believer that if you are being targeted, physically by a group of people or via hyper-dimensional matrix attacks, you should NOT go around making a scene and acting crazy. That will only end badly for you and is doing exactly what the people/beings perpetrating this want you to do. It’s not helping you!

Some Of My Experiences (The Tip Of The Iceberg Really)

Despite my rather private, introverted nature and my success in keeping my thoughts, opinions, research, and knowledge of this subject matter compartmentalized, I still find myself being targeted by something that I can’t quite pinpoint or understand. Many of the following experiences may seem rather mundane and not so out of the ordinary, however, those who are familiar with the targeting phenomenon will know exactly what I’m talking about and how the frequency and manner in which these events occur is extremely unusual and strange. Seldom is gangstalking very “on the nose,” so to speak, because a large part of it is designed to, both, drive you crazy as well as make you look crazy.

Some of the phenomena/experiences I’ve had are:

  • The typical street theatre scenarios and one headlight phenomenon
  • People following me in strange cars and staring me down in public
  • People on their phones seeming to be monitoring me. I actually had an instance where I was waiting for a bus and this woman, with her phone in her hand on speakerphone (presumably), walks out from behind a building while staring at me intently, stands there just watching me, and then just walks right back where she came from when she noticed I was well aware of her. Could’ve been nothing. Maybe it was but I’ve had this type of thing happen reliably and consistently on a regular basis. I don’t think the woman in this case was “in on it” but rather that something was influencing her to carry out said actions in a synchronistic manner. There may be some level of physically oriented gangstalking (by government, military groups, or secret societies) but I think much of it is actually synchronistic/hyper-dimensional in its nature. I think much of this phenomenon has to do with forces “influencing” people to send a message but more on that shortly…
  • Acquaintances, strangers, and coworkers asking extremely personal questions and trying to collect intimate information on my personal daily routines/habits. This may seem rather mundane but the extent to how aggressively some people (of whom aren’t really friends or family) pry personal information out of me is strange… Many of the people who’ve done this have been either formerly in the Military or formerly incarcerated interestingly (possible MILAB connection or association with the black ops military projects?).
  • Having some friends (now former friends) randomly develop hostility and an apparent vendetta against me for no real reason. When trying to figure out why, I’ll simply be met with a “I don’t know what you’re talking about. We’re good man” before they continue to start slander campaigns behind my back and do petty things to hurt me.
  • Having people try to rope me into strange operations and cults and, when I decline their offers, disappearing from my life as if their sole intention from the get-go was just to recruit me into something shady.
  • People trying to antagonize me and make me act out in violence likely as a means of trying to get me into trouble and paint me as a “loose canon.” I’ve had people go as far as to try and insinuate that if I don’t blow up on them or “do something about it” that I’m weak or pathetic. Something that when you’re a man, tends to cut deep and makes you want to call their bluff.
  • Having a mysterious illness occur in 2021 (not due to the “jab” as I did not take it and was hell-bent on not taking it) which I suspect was due to some sort of curse or DEW. It led me to take a trip to the doctor’s office, only to be prescribed an EXTREMELY dangerous antibiotic that crippled me and nearly killed me/destroyed my health and life for a period of 6-8 months after having taken it. The antibiotic was known as ciprofloxacin and comes from a class of antibiotics known as fluoroquinolones. Do some research on this class of antibiotics and you’ll probably never trust your general practitioner again. As someone who experienced this, I certainly don’t. I am now fully recovered and stronger/healthier than ever before but I only took 6 pills over the course of 3 days (twice a day dosage as prescribed) and I wonder what would’ve happened if I actually finished my prescription of 2 pills a day, for 10 days. I don’t know if I would’ve ever recovered. Nonetheless, I did some basic research on google when I first got the prescription, and found that it was generally safe according to the first few resources. The pain from my mysterious illness seemed to have made my logic faulty as I simply took that information at face value. It wasn’t until 2-3 days into the course of antibiotics that I felt something off, did more in depth research and found that cipro has 4 black box warnings on it in the US, probably more at the time of me writing this (tendon degradation and tears, irreversible nerve damage, aortic dissection, eye damage and retinal detachment and more…). I also found the countless articles, testimonies, and research on its dangers. HORRIBLE DRUG! The cherry on top was that the doctor told me that I didn’t even have an infection when I went back after the 3 days of taking cipro. So I was prescribed THIS on the basis of a suspected infection? Regardless, it did nothing for my mysterious ailment and I wound up dealing with it until it miraculously vanished on its own months later. Luckily, although the drug left me with terrible lingering “side effects” for months afterwards, I had it “good” compared to some people who’ve taken it. I’m usually very careful with taking any medications from doctors and rarely even need to visit the doctor (I am now, and was before this, a very healthy person) because I’m skeptical of big pharma. However, this mysterious ailment left me begging for a solution so I wasn’t really thinking clearly before this. I’m going to write a separate blog post regarding the dangers of fluoroquinolones to spread awareness as I feel this list element is already turning into one on its own. I will say though, this whole ordeal most certainly wasn’t a coincidence. The timing and events that unfolded were extremely peculiar…
  • I had an interesting event where I was taking a walk and some guy who looked like he was strung out on hard drugs started stumbling his way across the street in front of me. I kept my eyes on him to ensure he wasn’t going to do anything shady. He begins walking right in front of me with his back facing me and on the back of his t-shirt was an out of place image of Michael Jordan throwing up the triple 6 hand sign over one eye. To top it off, a couple one headlight cars drive right by as this is unfolding. Pretty unbelievably weird…
  • I’ve had a person (whom I won’t name in full because I respect people’s privacy) enter my life who checks off all the boxes when it comes to a handler/agent figure. He immediately became intimately involved in my family life, and even my work life. He is a textbook narcissistic sociopath (when you know him personally, you don’t need to be a psychologist to see it. It’s THAT apparent), hard drug user with a history of criminal activity and incarceration. I unfortunately am still dealing with this guy to an extent as I write this. I will discuss this situation further in another post (I clearly have a lot of writing to do) as I feel it is really unusual and sheds some light on the targeting situation generally.
  • General “bad luck” in some instances. I’ve had many instances where I feel that I’m being punished by some discarnate force for not “playing by the rules” and trying to stick my head out with regards to this subject matter. When writing about this stuff and even making breakthroughs in my research, I’ll typically start experiencing this.
  • Strange “synchronistic” events (if they are in fact synchronistic and not physically coordinated) such as me, at my work, after having experienced heavy targeting (from the previously mentioned individual who I described as a handler/agent) getting an intuitive notion that there’s a masonic lodge or temple nearby. I didn’t know if there was, since I wasn’t very familiar with the area prior to working there, so I briefly pulled out my phone when I got the chance, went on google maps, typed “masonic” in the search bar, and lo and behold, there was a masonic temple right down the street from my workplace with a large square and compass right on the building. It was an 8 minute walk away from my work. I should mention that the handler/agent figure (that I mentioned previously) was the one who got me this job. It seemed like a nice gesture at first as I needed something to make some extra cash while I pursue my primary career/income source, however, it quickly became apparent that this guy just wanted to inject himself into my life and get close to me for nefarious purposes with ill-intent. He would start slander campaigns behind my back to my coworkers (which I discovered because they actually like me, and believe I’m a great worker, so they felt the need to tell me), sabotage me at work, slander me to my family and friends behind my back, verbally abuse me, gaslight me, and try to pry as much information about my life out of me as possible so he could use it as ammunition and leverage against me. It’s really as crazy and ridiculous as it sounds… I’m still unsure what is going on in that job and of the level of involvement of the people there but I simply treat it as “work,” interacting with everyone in a mundane, normal, sometimes friendly manner. The people there supposedly really like me so I’m continuing to work there, for the time being, as the level of “workplace mobbing” seems to be at a minimum, only coming from a few members/customers and the handler/agent figure. I’d like to add that, when this guy got me the job, he lied about the pay, scope of work/duties, and simply needed someone there as they were short staffed. Suddenly, a seemingly kind gesture seemed rather sleazy and less altruistic. Still, I think the ultimate purpose of him getting me that job was so he could get closer to me. There are other events and aspects of the situation with this guy that further reinforce the strangeness regarding him that I’m currently omitting. Like I said, I’ll cover that in a separate article.

My Experience With Workplace Mobbing

Speaking of workplace mobbing, it is one of the most disruptive aspects of targeting that I’ve had the displeasure of dealing with. I’ve experienced extensive workplace mobbing that defies all logic and seems to isolate me, despite me being hard-working, keeping my nose clean, and in some instances going the extra mile at work. Even coming into work, whenever I get called in, on my days off. The workplace mobbing is a special kind of hell. Having people lie, slander you behind your back, and tarnish your reputation for no apparent reason can really make your working life difficult to say the least. I’ve had to frequently change jobs due to this in the past and ultimately take on some side gigs where I can control my own working environment. The workplace mobbing could be explained if it was just occurring in one job, however, it seems to begin soon after starting a new job following a typical “honeymoon phase” where everything seems to be normal.

Naturally, one would think that I must be doing something to receive this treatment. I thought that myself. I analyzed my behavior, mannerisms, attitude and even went as far as to implement different “improvements” that I thought would help. Nothing worked. I still had the same smug, bullyish attitude directed towards me and was still being deliberately sabotaged. I even had a coworker of mine in a previous job witness this taking place first hand. He couldn’t figure out why either. He was perplexed as I simply appear to be a normal guy who just does his work, is decently friendly, and rarely, if ever, rocks the boat.

He actually noticed how the manager would chew me out for doing something like briefly taking a minute, when appropriate, so I could make a coffee to drink while I work (I was on nightshift). Meanwhile, he’d do the same thing and would be greeted and exchange pleasantries with the manager while making his coffee. He wouldn’t get reprimanded. I’d come to learn, EVERYBODY there was doing that with no issues from the manager. Except me… That’s just one example. I’d often get blamed for things I didn’t do and for the mistakes of other coworkers. Some employees would not pull their weight, at all, try to take advantage of me and when I stood up for myself, I’d be the one getting reprimanded… Other things went on there with coworkers who behaved very strangely towards me, including someone who was former military.

The co-worker I mentioned, whom could attest to me not being the issue there, came to be my only ally in that workplace. There was a really interesting thing happening with him though. Although he wasn’t being targeted at work, he seemed to be having some strange “gangstalking” like scenarios unfolding in his own life. I never shared anything about my inquiry into the strange with him however. The workplace is the one place you NEVER want to bring anything up about this type of subject matter, of course.

For instance, he worked another job during the day and, one night, he had to call in saying that he wouldn’t be coming to work because somebody had slashed his tires in the parking lot outside of his other job… He spoke to me about this later saying that he thinks he knows who did it and that it was some guy living in his apartment complex. He went on to tell me that this individual had been following him and that he even spotted him parked outside of the workplace that we both worked at just watching him. Strange… One day my coworker was entering his apartment when he saw this individual, just watching him, with a smug look on his face. He told me that he lost his temper and, in a fit of rage, started assaulting the guy, punching him repeatedly. Little did he know, there was an undercover cop who just happened to be in one of the adjacent apartments who then arrested him. The individual pressed charges and my coworker had some court dates to look forward to as well as a newfound criminal record. I don’t know what ended up happening as I quit that job before I could hear what happened with the situation due to the mobbing intensifying to unbearable levels.

I did speak to this coworker a couple times after I’d quit as we’d become friends at the time but we ceased communication with each other before I could hear what happened with his situation. He was a decent guy and I think he may have been a target himself. The situation he found himself in seemed very sketchy and planned to say the least… Many “targeted individuals” sometimes lose their cool and act out of character due to the targeting, only to find that that’s exactly what causes their downfall. What are the odds that there would be an undercover cop in one of the apartments right by my coworker’s apartment, right when this ordeal ensued with this guy who’d been tormenting him? It seems pretty coincidental but I feel like he’d have to have REALLY bad luck for this to be a coincidence…

One last thing about this former coworker of mine. He mentioned to me after I’d quit that one of the managers came in near the end of his shift and wasn’t dressed in his usual attire. He was dressed exactly like my coworker. For my coworker, this seemed extremely peculiar but I didn’t think much of it at the time. It wasn’t until I began deeply researching this phenomenon that I found that this is, in fact, a common occurrence with gangstalking. Could he have also been a target? Why would he be? Who or what is organizing this? Questions I’ve still yet to find answers to. All I can do is speculate and, to some extent, conjure up a vague idea of what the answers could be.

The reason I got into my coworker’s story here is simply because I found it relevant and strange how my only ally in that specific workplace was having a gangstalking-esque theme taking place in his own life. It’s just perplexing and strange to me is all. Additionally, he wasn’t the only former coworker of mine who can attest to this strange behavior towards me and treatment I’d get in some of my former workplaces. Plenty of other people would notice it as well.

The Girl With The Rose Tattoo

Before I get into this particular story, some context is necessary as there’s something I wasn’t even necessarily aware of until recently…

One of the popular symbols in many secret societies, like Freemasonry, is the rose. It seems rather simple but it is a rather important symbol to many secret societies. Although, many regular people may get a tattoo of something like a rose simply due to its aesthetic appearance, it has become somewhat of a trend in Hollywood and the music industry for people to get rose tattoos, regardless of gender mind you (This is a post from 2019 mentioning this). This becomes strange when you realize that many celebrities (and their associates) have rose tattoos alongside other more obvious symbolism such as all-seeing eye tattoos, owl tattoos, and even tattoos that have to do with the Orion constellation, and even Saturn (if you know, you know, otherwise you’ll come to be familiar with what these symbols all mean if you keep up with this blog). Many tattoos celebrities get seem to be very particular and intentional. Some of these celebrities have the equivalent of complex sigil-work tattooed on them from head to toe.

The rose can be seen to represent concepts such as initiation, rising through the ranks of occult orders (hence “rose” in the sense of a verb as opposed to a noun), worship of certain deities associated with the rose, immortality (Freemasons initiated into the inner circle of Freemasonry believe they are demigods and that the rest of us are “vile and profane” sub humans) as well as, interestingly enough, a symbol of silence and secrecy…

The Rose As A Symbol Of The Vow Of Silence (Recursive Symbolism)

The vow of silence is, as it sounds, a vow of secrecy and keeping one’s mouth shut. It is a symbol of being initiated and willfully remaining compliant with one’s oath to secrecy. Numerous celebrities, political figures, and even the Pope can be seen doing the vow of silence quite candidly.

So how does the rose represent the vow of silence? I mean it’s not really an obvious indicator of it…

Well, In Ancient Egyptian and Greek Mythology, the rose represented Horus. In Egyptian artwork, Horus was depicted as a naked child with his finger in his mouth. The Greeks interpreted this to mean he was putting his finger to his mouth almost in a “shushing” manner representing secrecy.

The Greeks translated Horus to Harpocrates, who was the god of silence. In Greek mythology, Aphrodite gives her son Cupid a rose. Cupid then gives the rose to Harpocrates (Horus in Egyptian mythology) as a means to ensure that he kept the deeds of the gods and goddesses silent. Harpocrates was represented as a child holding a finger to his mouth.

So now it should be clear why the rose is a symbol of the vow of silence among other things…

My Experience With “The Girl With The Rose Tattoo”

In late 2023, I met a woman from Australia whom was expressing romantic interest in me. Of course, I live in Canada so our exchanges were online. I won’t get into exactly how we met, but I’ll just say that she came across some social media of mine and seemed to be very interested in me.

I chatted with her quite a bit and she seemed rather interesting. She worked at a bank and mentioned that she had a profound interest in archaeology and even an interest in artifacts such as the Sumerian tablets as well as their implications when it came to extraterrestrials and the like. I, of course, didn’t mention much about my inquiry into the strange but did mention how I was somewhat (understatement) interested in the subject. We mostly spoke about mundane topics as we were both heavily into health & fitness, certain TV shows, etc.

Things began to get weird however. She quickly started trying to get me to get on a video chat with her where I’d be *ahem* “doing things with myself” whilst she had her camera off. I declined saying that I prefer if the other participant reciprocates in that instance. Keep in mind, although we knew what each other looked like, we’d never spoke on video before this point, merely over messaging/text. I honestly didn’t know if I wanted to get into anything with her but she was fun to talk to. She started getting upset with me that I wouldn’t do this. We’d been talking for a month or so, at the time, casually, so I just tried to diffuse the situation so we could resume conversing as usual. Eventually, I succeeded in this but she kept bringing up this pursuit of getting me to “do the deed with myself” on camera. I asked if she wanted to video chat in a regular conversational manner and she declined. Weird considering she wanted me to appear on video but wasn’t willing to herself even for a quick call.

She eventually gave in and decided to “sext” and use voice memos instead and I decided that was fair. We’d both exchange texts and get off based on messages (pretty dry, I know). Then she started insinuating that I should only “play with myself” when texting her… I thought that was strange but just said “sure.” Of course, being a young guy, I didn’t listen and would engage in “activities” on my own. The strange thing was that she somehow knew that I was “doing it” and when I was. One night, after pleasuring myself, she immediately starts spamming me saying, “have you been j***ing off?” and going nuts. Now, I found this really strange… When I replied with “no,” which was obviously a lie, she insisted that I was and started acting all psycho. Eventually, I just admitted it and said I wouldn’t do it again (which was, again, a lie). In my defense, I had no interest in pursuing this as a romantic interest anymore as she clearly wanted a very one-sided exchange and it was long-distance. I simply wanted to keep some sort of equilibrium in the exchange we had, as I enjoyed conversing with her prior.

A couple days later, the same situation ensues. I “play with myself,” and she starts spamming me immediately after as if she somehow knew. “What the f*** is going on?” I found myself thinking. How did she know??? She started trying to use manipulative tactics to get me to follow through with her original idea of me getting on camera, doing what she wants, without me seeing who’s on the other end. Now, I know she was real and not a “catfish” because I’d seen multiple different social media accounts of hers with interactions with real people. I found it extremely peculiar that she didn’t want me seeing her on the other end. What would she be doing? Was this some strange kink?

I also noticed how after our sexting sessions, I’d begin to feel really drained… I’d feel lethargic, confused, my thinking would be foggy, and I’d find myself drifting towards more mundane activities as opposed to those of the higher mind. This was a key observation. Especially when combined with the fact that she literally had the word “witch” in her bio on many of her social media accounts. Often, it wasn’t presented in a way that would insinuate that she’s a witch but rather as part of a quote or string including other unrelated words. Regardless, it still stood out as one of her usernames even fixated around the word “witch.” I noticed it but didn’t think much of it at first.

She then began to write me messages regarding someone who I’d been friends with at the time talking about how I should cut them out and not talk to them. This person was that guy I mentioned earlier, in this article, who had been trying to recruit me into a cult. Now, at the time, I enjoyed talking to this guy as he was extremely knowledgeable on many occult matters. I thought he was a bit eccentric and had some wacky beliefs but the situation with him hadn’t reached its breaking point just yet. Anyways, she was actually right! I should’ve broken it off with this guy.

The weird thing though, prior to these messages telling me to cut him out, is that she somehow knew a lot about this guy with me providing almost NO INFORMATION about him. I literally just told her I’d speak to her later because I’m talking with my “guitar instructor” which was actually true, to an extent, as he was a music instructor by trade. She then replied with “Ok, enjoy your bromance with some 50 year old dude who’s divorced and has no family.” Although it’s slightly hilarious, this freaked me out. I hadn’t given her an inkling of who this guy was aside from, “guitar instructor” and she somehow pinpointed exactly who he was. The guy had been divorced, had no family, and was in his 50s. Combined with the previous events of her knowing when I was pleasuring myself, I started thinking something was really wrong with this situation.

Now this “cult leader” guy that I mentioned earlier would routinely tell me how witchcraft was rampant in Australia and how he’d encountered many of them before. I didn’t really believe him as I honestly couldn’t find much compelling reason to believe so other than his word. This situation I’d been experiencing however, led me to think maybe there’s something to it… Even though he was crazy, he was absolutely right about some things. He just had a tendency to mix batshit crazy dogma and rhetoric in with the little bits of truth he seemed to give.

Anyways, I ended up cutting ties with that woman completely. Between, the behavior she was exhibiting, her seemingly omniscient nature regarding things she couldn’t possibly know via natural means, her wish to maintain anonymity in a relationship, her controlling nature, her interest in archaeology and specifically its relevance to extraterrestrial related subjects, as well as the prevalence of the word “witch” scattered throughout her social media pages and posts, I think she likely was involved in witchcraft and targeting me on behalf of something…

I also suspect that the whole purpose of getting me to do what she wanted me to on camera was to obtain something that could be used as a form of blackmail. From the time I first met this woman, the whole communication felt somewhat “forced.” It felt as if she had some sort of intention, other than a romantic or even friendly one, when she first reached out to me. Again, I wasn’t quite looking for a relationship and was more or less approaching the interaction in a casual manner. I made that very apparent as well. Generally, this whole situation wasn’t something I put much serious consideration into as it was mainly just a weird online interaction I found myself involved in. One that ended up being very short lived albeit.

I know, it sounds batshit crazy. This is the conclusion I’ve arrived at however. I think she was using a form of psychic vampirism and behaving much like a succubus trying to siphon my energy through sexual means. This would explain why after our sexting sessions, where orgasm was involved, I’d feel extremely drained afterwards. This isn’t something that is typical for me. It was extremely peculiar. Witchcraft would also explain how she had this seeming omniscience regarding my actions and affairs. Specifically astral travel and or remote viewing could be used.

I don’t think this was a hyper-dimensional matrix attack by any means but rather actual gangstalking from a physical, incarnate witch. Likely one that is an initiate of an occult order. Which brings me to the rose tattoo…

It had been a while since I’d last spoken to her and I now had suspicions of what she’d been doing when she first decided to contact me. I’d just learned about rose symbolism in secret societies and how many initiates tattoo roses on themselves. I had a random intuitive sense that I should see if she had any tattoos and, specifically, see if one of them was a rose. It was just a random “nudge” that I had. I go and check her Instagram and, lo and behold, she had a photo of a rose tattoo on her wrist. Along with that was a post of her doing the vow of silence…

This “nudge” I had that led me to see if she had the rose tattoo was the same one that led me to check if there was a masonic lodge/temple near my current workplace (if you remember from earlier). I’ve this happen multiple times where I “get a feeling” about something and it happens to be the case. This has routinely occurred and led me to many breakthroughs in my research on the high strangeness phenomenon, world events, and the pursuit of truth generally. It reminds me of Danny Torrance’s (the little boy’s) imaginary friend “Tony” in The Shining who seems to give Danny premonitions and supernatural inclinations that often keep him out of danger. I may go over that movie/novel in a separate post as it seemed to portray a lot of truth as fiction. Seeing as Stephen King likely has his own involvement in occult orders and secret societies, he often includes elements of truth in his fictitious novels.

An Eerie Conversation With The Handler…

Firstly, if you haven’t seen the movie Apocalypto and don’t want it spoiled, skip this section of this post.

So, I mentioned the handler/agent figure that I’m currently dealing with in my life earlier. Well this is just one of the very strange happenings I’ve had with him. Since my job is very niche and I don’t want to potentially doxx myself, the nature of my job will remain vague for the time being.

I should note that this person had made it VERY clear that he did not have good intentions toward me. I have seen strong indicators that he is, in someway, in the know about matters pertaining to the NWO and the occult. I actually suspect that he is an initiate of a secret society, particularly the masons. I’ll get into my reasoning for this in another post specifically about this person.

This happened on the day of the recent eclipse. I was at work and he and I were working on something together. We were in the back of the facility preparing the equipment before we could get started so it was just me and him. Commonly, he’d berate me and say terrible things to me when we were both alone, other times he’d be “normal.” This time he asked me if I watched the eclipse that day. I replied that I hadn’t. He then went on about how he wasn’t really a big fan of eclipses for a bit. Then, he suddenly asked me if I had seen the movie Apocalypto directed by Mel Gibson. I told him that I had not. He said it was his favorite movie with an exaggerated tone. I then asked him what it was about. He described the plot to me in detail and I’ll leave an excerpt of the movie summary, from google, here to give you an idea of what it’s about:

The Mayan kingdom is at the height of its opulence and power but the foundations of the empire are beginning to crumble. The leaders believe they must build more temples and sacrifice more people or their crops and citizens will die. Jaguar Paw (Rudy Youngblood), a peaceful hunter in a remote tribe, is captured along with his entire village in a raid. He is scheduled for a ritual sacrifice until he makes a daring escape and tries to make it back to his pregnant wife and son.

After providing me with a description of the movie’s plot, he then goes on to tell me how, in the movie, the protagonists are at the top of a pyramid and about to be sacrificed to the Mayan gods, before a massive eclipse appears and results in them being spared from their fate. As he says this, he just stares at me with this deadpan look, almost implying that this somehow applied to me.

Now this may seem like a stretch, when taken out of context, but in conjunction with much of the other strange stuff he’s said and stuff that he somehow knows about me, I think this was an intimidation attempt or an allusion to the fact that there is a goal to sacrifice me in some way. There seems to have been a prevalent theme of something trying to obtain my soul in some weird way throughout my life.

Often, whenever my suspicions about him peak or come to mind, I’ll be at my work keeping busy (usually by myself as for much of my work I’m alone) and, just as I’d ponder my suspicions, he’d pop up behind me in the room or just be standing there, effectively providing me with a good jump scare. This happens EVERY TIME! Whenever said suspicions are absent from my mind however, this almost never occurs.

The Demeanor Of The Alleged Instigators

One of the telltale characteristics of these alleged “gangstalkers” or people whom hyper-dimensional forces are influencing/possessing is the smug demeanor that they give off. Many people who’ve experienced this targeting phenomenon can attest to the, all too common, smirk that these people have on their face while they’re carrying out their petty or heinous acts. It genuinely is really uncanny to witness. If you know… You know.

Often, when these people are targeting you, you may notice that they start to exhibit traits of both narcissism and sociopathy/psychopathy. This isn’t a coincidence and the previously mentioned personality disorders are closely associated with the phenomenon. I think it is largely due to negative entities quite literally altering, influencing, and sometimes flat out possessing said people.

If you ask me, I think that certain people, whether due to unresolved trauma, mind control/MK-ultra programming, or some other factors, are hollow, have lost a great degree of their souls essence, and consequently become the perfect vessels for these negative entities. The end result — traits of narcissism and sociopathic/psychopathic tendencies.

Oddly enough, the “smirk” reminds me of the smug smirk that the night hag had on her face, while staring at me down the hallway of my childhood house from my bedroom, when I was 5-7 years old. It gives me chills to think about it really. You can read my account about my encounter here. I will say that, although what appeared to me then looked exactly how people describe the night hag’s appearance, I genuinely don’t know what it was that I saw. The possibility of screen memories altering my interpretation of events makes things even more complicated. It definitely wasn’t normal. That’s for sure…

Regardless, that damned smirk seems to haunt me. I can’t seem to fully escape it. It encapsulates the essence of the cruel petty energies that seem to be orchestrating this whole thing. A very smug, narcissistic, draconian, and empathy-void essence.

What Hyper-dimensional Matrix Attacks Are And The Revelation They Provide Us With In Regards To Gangstalking

Finally, I get to the meat of what this all is. Some of you may be annoyed that it took this long to get to this portion of the article but I felt that painting a picture of my own experience, the sort of activity targets deal with, and the overall apparent nature of the phenomenon was necessary before getting into the thick of the mechanics of how this all works.

Sometimes, targeting can be a predominantly physical phenomenon where you have a group of people actually stalking you or even using magick against you. Other times, it can be a purely supernatural phenomenon brought on by discarnate beings from different dimensions/densities. It can be extremely difficult to determine which it is for some people. A general rule of thumb I use is that the more improbable the likelihood of a group of people pulling a coordinated effort off (such as somehow being in places there is no possible way they can know you’d be going and orchestrating street theatre activity there) the more likely it is to be hyper-dimensional in nature.

To understand hyper-dimensional matrix attacks and their mode of operation, it’s imperative to brush up on the topic of synchromysticism, as this is how much of it is carried out.

Synchromysticism And How It Pertains To Hyper-dimensional Matrix Attacks

Synchromysticism is simply a philosophical or magickal view that investigates the concept of “meaningful coincidences.” In other words, it simply states that coincidences which seem to have meaning beyond being a mere coincidence likely are not, in fact, coincidences. Rather they are what many in spiritualist and occult circles deem to be synchronicities.

Synchronicities can be something as simple as seeing 1111 regularly on a consistent basis. It may be found on your digital clock, license plate numbers, receipts, and so on. The hallmark of a synchronicity, in this example particularly, is that you’ll see 1111 frequently, in moments where its appearance is highly improbable, and especially in moments where a revelation of sorts is present. Even though, I used 1111 as an example, this applies with any synchronicity number.

Synchronicity isn’t strictly limited to repeating number sequences however. It also can present itself in the form of events that occur and meaningful associations with said events. It can be something akin to you thinking of a red ferrari, only to have one zoom down the street right after the thought had entered your mind.

As a matter of fact, the concept of synchronicities was first made known by Swiss psychiatrist and psychoanalyst Carl Jung (1875-1961). One of the incidences Jung wrote about included a man named Deschamps (in the early 1800s). To make a long story short, Deschamps was a French poet who wound up trying plum pudding for the first time in 1805 after being offered some by a stranger named Monsieur de Fontgibu. A decade later, Deschamps walks into a restaurant and orders some plum pudding only to be told that the last of it had been served to someone else who happened to be Monsieur de Fontgibu. Seventeen years later, Deschamps was once again offered plum pudding for the third time in his life and, miraculously, Monsieur de Fontgibu enters the room accidently showing up to the wrong place. The synchronicity here being this stranger, Monsieur de Fontgibu, being associated with plum pudding in Deschamps life experience. Every time, Deschamps was met with the opportunity to have some plum pudding (thrice in his life), Monsieur de Fontgibu made his appearance.

So now that you have an understanding of what the concept of synchromysticism/synchronicity is, you may be wondering how exactly it pertains to hyper-dimensional matrix attacks. Well, first we need to go over what exactly could be causing these synchronicities.

Although, I believe synchronicity could have much to do with humanity’s (now limited) manifestation ability via the subconscious mind (which does not work the way new agers claim it does), I think the stronger force at play, currently, is interdimensional/hyper-dimensional entities altering timelines and ones physical reality. You see, discarnate entities can operate from higher dimensions and densities than ours. Even negative entities can operate from higher dimensional and density realities.

In these higher planes of existence, said entities are not bound by the limitations of time and space. In truth, they can view these aspects of our 3D reality in its entirety and even the different potentialities of what timelines can unfold in it. I’d even go a step further, and suggest that these entities (positive or negative) can influence these timelines, changing the course of events that take place, both, on a collective and individual scale. I believe there are limitations to their scope of influence however due to cosmic rules and boundaries much like how we are bound by the laws of physics and the mechanics of our reality. Regardless, I still believe they are able to influence timelines to some extent or another and especially when it comes to the timelines of individuals. This in turn can result in synchronicity.

Synchronicity is typically used as a means of communication from the cosmic beings that exist outside of our physical 3D world. Any seasoned occultist recognizes this and, to them, its novelty eventually wears off. Further, ritual magick often can be seen as a request of the intervention of entities in ones life (or a broader collective scope) through the manipulation of timelines and events for the purpose of fulfilling the end goal of the ritual.

Now that you have an idea of how inter-dimensional/hyper-dimensional beings play a role in synchronicity and the alteration of events, you may be starting to see how this relates to their ability to attack you if they so choose.

Signs Of Hyper-Dimensional Matrix Attacks And Its Nature

Suddenly, when targeted by negative discarnate forces, you may find your luck turning sour… Suddenly, you’ll have rather unfortunate events just occur spontaneously and randomly. It can feel like you’re cursed sometimes. I remember one instance, in which I was about to be late for work, where I was about to rush out the door to catch the bus and suddenly, could not find my keys, which I usually lock the door with, anywhere. Now, I ALWAYS leave my keys in the same spot. I would’ve chalked this up to just being a coincidence and mundane if it weren’t for the fact that, as I was frantically searching for my keys, the lights in my house started flickering significantly. The flickering began as soon as I got that feeling that I was the victim of one of these attacks once more. It continued until I finally found my keys just lying on the floor by my front door. Suddenly, at this point, the flickering concluded. This is an example of some of the light “bad luck,” you may experience.

Another instance, and in a situation where this “bad luck” tends to typically ensue, occurred when I was beginning to write a book on some of my childhood experiences with the strange. I spent all night, typing page after page and had the feeling that something didn’t want me sharing my experiences. Later, in the morning I ended up having a door shut on my fingers, rendering me unable to type and finish the book. I still have some of that book typed up, however, it is no where near complete and on hold for the time being.

One more instance of this that I’ll share has to do with this blog. In my last post on occult orders and their involvement in the trajectory of world events and societal trends, near the end of the post, I mention that I had to delay posting the article because I had suffered a multitude of yellow-jacket wasp stings which left me with flu-like symptoms and a severely swollen foot and ankle. Well, previously as I was writing that article, a neighbor of mine sent me a text asking if I could do some yard work for them. I found the timing of this strange as I’m used to strange things occurring when I write about this subject matter. Regardless, I decided I could use some extra cash and agreed to show up the following morning. Everything went well until I suddenly felt what seemed like a bad cigarette burn on my left ankle. I look down and a somewhat comical ordeal ensued where I was hopping on one foot trying to flick the yellow jacket wasp on my ankle off. Little bastard got me about 6 or 7 times before I could flick it off. It turns out, there was a yellow jacket wasp nest right near where I was mowing. I feel the timing and nature of this happening, although seemingly not that out of the ordinary, was an example of events being influenced by hyper-dimensional forces in an attempt to punish me for writing certain material it wishes not to be made public.

You also may find people around you, of whom are NOT involved in secret societies, government, or special ops military projects suddenly turning on you. This can even include family and friends… They may start doing and saying things that antagonize you. They may even say eerie things that are completely out of character pertaining to your specific situation (even if they aren’t aware of it like in my case). You may suddenly be experiencing phenomenon such as street theatre, one headlighting from cars (a representation of the all-seeing-eye and that “they” are watching you), odd looks and behavior from total strangers, workplace mobbing, shady characters entering your life, and so on.

Many of the people involved in the targeting, in the case of hyper-dimensional matrix attacks, are not aware of what they’re doing typically. Most are being either being influenced or, in some cases, outright possessed by negative discarnate entities. Some “people,” however, who’ve lost much of their soul essence to the point where their divine spark has been completely diminished can act as permanent vessels for these discarnate beings. These people can act as literal “agent smith’s” who are placed in your life to keep you in check. As a matter of fact, I’m beginning to lean towards the idea that many humans are not born with a soul or divine-spark. That’s for another post though.

How To Manage And Cope With Gangstalking And Hyper-dimensional Matrix Attacks

If you’re someone who’s had similar experiences, you may be wondering how exactly you can stop this…

Unfortunately, I don’t think it can be eradicated completely. Pandora’s box appears to have been opened wide and there’s no shutting it. I do believe, however, that you can put defenses in place and take measures to protect yourself from this phenomenon, as well as find ways to turn the volume down, so to speak, on its prevalence in your life.

Now, although it may sound like my life must be an absolute living hell with some of the things I’ve experienced/am currently experiencing, I wouldn’t say that’s an accurate description. Despite the absolutely insanity unfolding in my life, I still manage to enjoy my life, grow as a person, and maintain certain relationships with people and find meaning in my life. I also am able to focus on and engage in other pursuits aside from my research into these types of matters. I’ve been able to limit the extent of my targeting through a few ways.

Use Magick To Put Some Protection In Place (Banishings, Protection Rituals, Cleansings etc.)

Now, admittedly, I’ve slacked off on this as of recent quite heavily resulting in quite a few of the hyper-dimensional matrix attacks to have an impact on me. I do however, plan on integrating more protection rituals once more.

When I mention protection magick (or magick generally), by the way, I’m talking about actual magick. Not the new age wishy washy BS. Many new agers, when someone complains of a curse put on them, claim that one just has to “not believe in the curse” or “believe the curse to have been broken” for it to be broken. That is extremely dangerous advice for people who are suffering from an actual curse cast on them from a real practitioner.

Some good banishing rituals are the LBRP (Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram) as well as the sword banishing ritual from Damon Brand’s book Magickal Protection (which I personally prefer due to it taking far less time to perform and being much less complex than the LBRP). Additionally, Damon Brand also has the “master protection ritual” in that same book which takes roughly 5-10 mins to perform and is to be performed for 33 (ideally) consecutive days. I’m not affiliated with Damon Brand, or his books, in any way. I just think he has a lot of simple, to-the-point magick that’s really easy to perform.

Other protection rituals as well may be necessary. I recommend doing some research on cleansings, banishings, and protection rituals and choosing the ones that, both, come from a good source and resonate with you and your own particular situation. This can both help prevent attacks from discarnate forces as well as curses from occult practitioners who may be targeting you. In this predicament, it’s best to do whatever you can to protect yourself physically, mentally, emotionally, psychically, and spiritually.

Develop An Awareness Of What Is Happening Without Reacting

It’s imperative to recognize the signs of targeting so you don’t fall into traps that are being laid out for you. Be aware that once you discover certain tactics that are being used against you, typically, said tactics will be altered to hit you from a new avenue. You have to stay on your toes however, that doesn’t mean that you should become overtly paranoid or hysteric.

Targeting can be described as “death by a thousand cuts.” If discarnate forces wanted to kill you, you’d probably be dead already. I’m not certain as to why “they” use driving targets to commit suicide, get arrested, or get committed to mental institutions as a primary means of destroying their perceived enemies. I do know that sometimes certain individuals, who are targets, are killed but it really isn’t typical. I suspect much of it has to do with the level of “forbidden” knowledge or involvement one has with certain happenings, as well as potentially how outspoken one may be regarding certain subjects. I do have a strong suspicion that many of the “smiley face killings” were targets looking into similar things people like you and I look into. I plan on making a (yet another) post on the smiley face killings and the involvement of the hands of death cult in them. Regardless, know that, even if there is a plan to kill you, maintaining a certain degree of awareness and tact can assist you in coming out the other end of this (if there in fact, is one).

Like mentioned earlier, do not become hysteric and start accusing random strangers, family, and friends of gangstalking you. Much of this can be the consequence of hyper-dimensional matrix attacks — meaning that said people may not even realize their involvement in what’s unfolding. All freaking out on people will accomplish is making you look crazy which ultimately may be the goal of your perpetrators.

Attempt To Maintain Somewhat Of A Regular Life

Listen, if you’re experiencing this phenomenon, it’s almost certainly because you’ve been down the rabbit hole and seen “too much…” There are other reasons as well like having rare types of DNA, coming from certain genetic lineages, being “gifted” psychically in some way, and so on. I don’t know much about all that but I do know that some people, myself included, innately have something about them that causes them to be targeted, sometimes form birth (I consider myself to have been targeted from birth, however, it intensified as I got older and began to awaken).

Regardless, I’ve seen many people get sucked down the strangeness rabbit hole and never come out of it the same. I think that the search for truth itself is booby-trapped in some strange way. I think certain discarnate forces gatekeep and guard certain occult knowledge and those, whom are uninitiated that discover it, are to be dealt with by such forces. I know that one of these forces takes on the archetype of the jester/clown/harlequin/joker. That I will discuss at a later date. The point is that one must emerge from this pursuit from time to time to maintain some semblance of sanity.

Keeping structure and order in your daily affairs and life is important in order to keep your life together. Don’t be fooled thinking that just ignoring the targeting completely will get rid of it however. I’ve tried that approach countless times and I would be left dumbstruck when it would overtly pop up in my face again.

Some Final Thoughts

To conclude this monolith of a blog post, I’d like to just say that this is barely scratching the surface of both my own personal experience (many of the experiences here being rather tame simple examples of my own targeting) as well as the plethora of information I’ve learned and collected on the matter. I plan on writing more posts pertaining to the subject in the future.

I also realize that this post likely makes me seem like a schizophrenic lunatic in the eyes of many people. To that I say — that’s fair. If I were to come across this post having never experienced much of this, I probably would’ve thought the same. Much of my experiences relayed here are simply what I experienced and my interpretation of them. I’d love to go more in depth on them and explain more of my reasoning behind them but this post has already turned into a miniature novel as is. If I were to explain every little reason and detail behind my own targeting experiences, this post would be completely unreadable which is why I’m primarily writing this for those who are either experiencers or in the know.

I hope this post reaches those who need it or are interested and I wish you all the best.

‘Till next time.

Hi, I’m Chris A.

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